radioaisle

riptide

spare me the suffering
cause i’m too frail
the waves don’t
drown my thoughts
they scare them away

will i ever feel
at home again
will i ever feel
that warmth again

someday i’ll get
washed out
on a shore
and start again
the riptide
is taking me away

from here
from me

can’t you see
the currents
pulling me away
it’s to late
to reach out
reach out
for my hand

will i ever feel
at home again

reverse
angle

as the clouds keep changing shapes
i can see the pieces
falling into place

but it’s not safe to stay
the landmine is filled with pain
your anger and despair

please give me peace of mind
i’m giving up the fight today

as the sun descents
my feelings start to fade
into memories i might
let go one day

cause i’ll be sitting
on the other bank one day
i’ll put this all to rest
and focus on myself
cause i’ll be sitting
on the other bank one day
and while the curtain
starts to close
i’ll walk away

somehow we’ll find a way
somehow we’ll find a way

cause i’ll be sitting
on the other bank one day
and while the curtain
starts to close

i’ll walk away

spoken
emotion

i’m pulling the seeds of the ground
feeling the soil fall of my hands
how can you limit this to words
i guess i owe this to myself

but i’m not changing sides,
i’m giving up
i’m not changing sides,
i’m giving up on you

just like words
turn into notions
the fragile light
at the point a rainbow
touches the ocean
shades of a spoken emotion
shades of a spoken emotion

i can see that
through the cracks
comes a fading light
once in a while
i am losing faith
but we’ll get this right

fallen
figure

i wish i’d found a way to
fade out the projections
the truth is soaked in doubt
it’s not something you question

this time i’ll stand aside
cause all you wanted was
a story to portray

a fallen figure like me
exposing my feelings
through light on a film

the fallen figure you see
imploding and cracking up
to pieces

as the months pass by
oblivion steps in
rendered memories
deleted scenes

i guess i’m clinging
to the past
over time
i think i’m losing
track of time

a sea of answers
in my mind
a web of questions
building up
a sea of answers
in my mind
it’s your obsession
deep inside

stand up
watch the years
pass by your side
stand up
i can hear
the pieces crack

ashore

can you see the lights
fading out
another turning point
we just passed by

i almost sensed
the end tonight

and can you hear the waves
passing by
retreating to a shore
where they can drown

i almost sensed the end tonight

and now i rest ashore
and i don’t mind
nothing left
to loose
or leave behind

i just woke up alone
still it’s windy and cold
are we missing the poing
just a thought from a shore

no familiar sounds
as i’m looking for ground
no familiar eyes while
i’m looking around

i’m letting you go

mobius
strip

it’s hard to decide
when the feelings you have
don’t steer you right
follow the signs
in an endless drive
over fading lights

take me of the mobius strip
take me, take me off

still i’m happy for today
and what i had to learn
i could whisper but
i’m shouting out
as the pattern starts to show

someday
someday
someday
someday
someday
someday
someday
someday
someday